I think she is even naive to the fact that Katie was totally hammering her. (Yes "Katie", we're on a first name basis).
Also... the bail out is such a sham. The more I think about it, the more it makes me angry. Exploitation of poor people... and its those who have been used who are going to lose their small-medium size houses. Instead of the corporate greedy giants... all at the expense of tax payers. Anyways - nothing new there. Just a need to vent.
- Mood:
awake
after an epic night of venue rejection, goon confiscation, limited finances, stupid decisions, hysterical laughing, a beautiful conversation with a strange and interesting person that was such an amazing experience i dont have the words to describe, singing vnv nation songs to a small audience on the stairs, sneaky moves to get back into blink, much overwhelmingness, too much lack of ability to express myself in any coherency, with too many thoughts to know what to do with, to epic emptying of tear ducts, to walking home on an uplifting spring morning, to realising the fate of humanity due to our own selfishness... it is now 3pm... and I would like to be able to go to sleep now... so why does my neighbour decide to start up his glam rock punk thrash whatever label you want to give it... you sound like a broken blender... band... and have try outs just as i was about to close my eyes. secondly... i have no right to complain, because 3pm is a perfectly acceptable time in anyone's world to want to sing out of key, play shitty 3 chord distorted guitar riffs, and bang pots out of time.
BOOOO!
- Mood:
sleepy
is the part of you that won't let go of your life:
your memories, your attachments.
They burn them all away, but they're not punishing you,
they're freeing your soul.
If you're frightened of dying and you're holding on,
you'll see devils tearing your life away.
If you've made your peace,
then the devils are really angels freeing you from the earth.
- Mood:
hopeful
- Mood:
creative
